I sink my heels in my hips and my elbows in my belly
I feel it all my fingers curled around my kneecaps
My heart drenched by each inhalation although shallow
Still
I peer through only seeing flickering amoungst the haze of blacks and grey's and deep ambers and umber
Dense vertical trunks and branches
What am I looking for beyond this
I know if I focus and still what I can not move
The listlessness will become less
The imprisonment of my true self with end
My lower my higher
Shadowing my light
Lighting my fire to warm
I am nothing I am everything
And I need not tread to find it.
