never intentionally attempted to attain you

I want to need silence with you.

Away from you, beside you

I want to push you away,

like i'd had enough,

of your hands on

my skin

I want to warn you that i am going to say it,

i swear i'll say it again someday, someday

Want to grow tired of i love you's, tell me one

thing. one fucking thing that you hate about me today.

thankfully we only

spend enough time

to begin, i hope

for whispers

enough time

to say hello

maybe i won't hold on

i find my self a wanderer ....

in the same second

conceived

an addict

finding common

traits, reading,

my friends

dependent upon

the commonality,

they breathe, with

me.

i am thriving

and wasting

like a heart

beat, a vibe

one in one

out, repeat

the breath

I never ask questions.

you wouldn't know that

for i am hungry, to know

more so to feel you, and

your presence, with in the

word.

the word.