maybe I'm a fuck boy

Now with your heart
Maybe I am a fuck boy always ready
To split, where it gets dark

Maybe what I'm finding is just a reflection
Somewhat gentle just to ease it in
Ready to rip through it when I need it

Just a fuck boy, can't explain it 
LoveYou to loveMe, but can't see it
Want you to break me,
 but discard the pieces

Where did this start, with me on your lap
With your hand in mine,
Now telling me not to name it
That's what this game is,
so descript until we lean in