No meal
I send a heart
Can't say how I feel
Wanting to do more than survive
Ripple anxiety
Unwanted patterns
This is life?
When do I ask for more
When will I be enough to deserve it
When will there be a space for me to flourish
Embalming desires
Burying what I was taught to dream
Weighing what is unreasonable
Is it too expectant after neglect
